Posts Tagged ‘Spirituality’

I have forgotten God…

Posted on: June 11th, 2013 by johannah 2 Comments

ForgetForgotten God? Yes.

I once planted pumpkins that flowered like crazy. I was excited because I thought that I’d be able to supply my whole neighborhood with pumpkins since I had so many blossoms. But it was as if the plant gave all its energy to the blossom and had none left for the fruit. I didn’t get a single pumpkin. When trying to figure out why that happened, I learned that even though I couldn’t see it, the roots of my plants were so poor that they could sustain the pretty, decorative blossoms, but couldn’t support the hearty pumpkins.

That’s the picture from Isaiah 17:

“…you have turned from the God who can save you. You have forgotten the Rock who can hide you. So you may plant the finest grapevines and import the most expensive seedlings. They may sprout on the day you set them out; yes, they may blossom on the very morning you plant them, but you will never pick any grapes from them. Your only harvest will be a load of grief and unrelieved pain.”  Isaiah 17:10-11 NLT

Looking at this passage, I’m reminded again of what a great cost there is in forgetting God. Isaiah 17 and 18 give a strong message of judgment to Damascus, Israel, and Ethiopia. And verses 10-11 in chapter 17 sum up the reason why they are being judged. They have turned from the only one who can save them. They’ve forgotten the very one who can hide them and keep them safe. Although it may seem they are prospering, it’s all blossom and no fruit.

So, you may think, I don’t forget God! That was my first thought, too, as I read these verses. But as I’ve pondered them more, I’ve realized that I do forget God. I forget him when I snap at my husband, when I see a need that I totally ignore, when I go for days without reading my Bible, when I spend money on things to try to make myself happy, when I imitate the world instead of Christ. I could go on and on. These thoughts have led me to trying something new. When I wake each morning, I ask God to help me remember him in everything I do and say.  I know I will still forget God at times throughout the day, but at least I will be more aware that he is at hand and waiting to give me victory over my godless self.

Admit You Are Sick

Posted on: April 18th, 2013 by johannah No Comments

“And as he reclined at table in his house, many tax collectors and sinners were reclining with Jesus and his disciples, for there were many who followed him. And the scribes of the Pharisees, when they saw that he was eating with sinners and tax collectors, said to his disciples, ‘Why does he eat with tax collectors and sinners?’ And when Jesus heard it, he said to them, ‘Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick. I came not to call the righteous, but sinners.’” Mark 2:15–17 ESV

This passage is an example of how Jesus confounded the religious people of the day, and perhaps he confounds us too. Who was Jesus dining with? Why did it cause such a stir with the Pharisees? And what was the point of Jesus’ answer?

The Old Testament Jewish law had clear guidelines to keep the Jewish people pure. There were many prohibitions because God wanted to create something unique with the nation of Israel. The trouble was that the Pharisees added to that law, interpreting it so tightly that it began to be a burden rather than a protection and delight, which is the way David talks about the law in Psalm 119. David loved God’s law and saw it as liberating rather than restricting.

In contrast, the Pharisees took God’s good law and twisted it to exclude and shun those who were “sinners.” In not recognizing that they, too, were sinners, they could only see the more obvious sins of the tax collectors and their ilk, causing them to completely ignore their own sin and lack of love. Jesus challenged their pride by eating with those they saw as sinful and pointing out that was why he came in the first place.

Application: As Christians, we too often act like Pharisees. We focus on those outside the church, pointing our fingers at their sin and exclaiming how they are ruining our society and way of life. Yet, we fail to see our own sin and repent of it. We fail to admit that Jesus has chosen to dine with the sinners—he has chosen to dine with us. 

“Lord, I have been too quick to point my finger at others and too slow to admit my own sin. Help me to recognize that tendency in my day to day interactions and especially as I am quiet before you. Amen.”

Further inspiration: Read Psalm 119 and consider what it means to truly listen to, understand, and love God’s law.

Invitation to leave comments: What sins do you think today’s Christians are blind to in their own hearts?

(I wrote this for the Narrow Way Devotional that was published on www.Trochia.org. Go there to sign up to receive this online daily.)  

 

What the heck did Jesus mean when he said his burden is light?

Posted on: February 28th, 2013 by johannah 2 Comments

Bullock_yokesI guess I have a rebellious spirit. My mother certainly thought I did in my teen years. But then again, she liked to run a tight ship that had the efficiency of the Queen Mary, and I am more of a put-the-canoe-in-the-river-and-see-where-it-takes-me kind of person. Not that I blame my mom. With five kids, I’d probably abandon the ship altogether.

That’s part of what made Jesus so attractive to me. He was always putting down the people who made rules, and rules always make me feel rebellious. At first, I thought Jesus was totally against rules—kind of a prototype for the 1970s hippies. But as I matured, I realized that he was extremely disciplined. After all, he fasted for 40 days and didn’t strike everyone dead at his crucifixion. That takes an enormous amount of discipline.

So I came to Jesus in a rather carefree way, but soon hit the hard road of discipleship and found it a lot bumpier than I thought at first. I was confused about Jesus saying his yoke is light, when it was certainly the heaviest thing I’d shackled myself to in my young life. I’ve learned since that this was a common saying back then. People “yoked” themselves to a rabbi to become their disciple. In other words, they followed him and accepted his teaching. And Jesus’ yoke is light compared to all those other rabbis.

Okay.

I’ve never had a King James Bible, except a New Testament a Gideon gave me when I was five. I treasured that Bible, even though I was too young to read it, because even at my tender age, I understood that it was a holy book—one that was too hard for me to read, but holy nonetheless.

But when I became a Christian many years later, I heard a pastor preach a sermon from the New King James on Acts 9:5, where Jesus appears to Saul (who later becomes Paul) on the Damascus road, “Then the Lord said, ‘I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. It is hard for you to kick against the goads.’” Other versions leave out the second sentence of this verse, but the New King James leaves it in.

I got curious about what it meant “to kick against the goads,” so I looked it up. Merriam-Webster Dictionary says it’s “something that pains as if by pricking, such as a thorn, or something that urges or stimulates into action, like a spur.” Ouch! No wonder it hurt to kick against it.

It’s a good illustration for me. And I like the way Jesus says it. Here is Saul, violently persecuting the flock that Jesus loves, and he gently says, “It is hard for you…” If I were Jesus, I’d be furious! I’d want to strike Saul down for what he was doing. But instead, he says, “It’s hard for you.” That’s why Jesus’ yoke is light.

I heard that sermon probably 30 years ago now, but it stuck with me. Actually, I’ve completely forgotten the sermon, but I remember the kicking-the-goads part because it sounded way too familiar. Every time I feel rebellious toward something God wants me to do, that’s the way I feel—like I’m kicking against thorns. I feel wretched and sore all over—not physically, but spiritually. So, instead of focusing on how hard it is to obey him, I’m learning to focus on how easy it is to love him.

Simple Trust

Posted on: October 11th, 2012 by johannah No Comments

This is another piece I wrote for The Everyday Matters Bible. It was good for me to read this again as my husband is once again traveling and working for a non-profit ministry.

Jesus often said the opposite of what common sense tells us. Matthew 6:25 begins, “That is why I tell you not to worry about everyday life—whether you have enough food and drink, or enough clothes to wear.”

When I was poorest in physical possessions, I was richest in faith—and saw God do remarkable things. While my husband traveled for his non-profit job, I was stuck at home, car-less, with preschoolers. One day we both felt led to pray for another car that we couldn’t afford. That night a friend said, “An associate wants to give her car away. Do you know anyone who needs it?” That car got us through the next three years of seminary. When our family ran out of funds during seminary and didn’t even have grocery money, we again trusted God. A check came in the mail from a woman I’d met only once.

Those who are more comfortable financially miss seeing God provide in amazing ways. His provision becomes more matter-of-fact than miraculous. But trusting God is of infinitely more value than being comfortable. That’s why Jesus finished Matthew 6:25 with, “Isn’t life more than food, and your body more than clothing?”

Without Words

Posted on: September 11th, 2012 by johannah No Comments

The following is another excerpt that I wrote for the Everyday Matters Bible. It’s based on Mark 5 and Luke 8:

Twelve years of bleeding, money gone on doctors who could not help, getting worse by the day, this woman was desperate. She’d already tried everything she could think of.

I’m much the same way. I go through every open door trying to solve my problems, chasing each lead with hope that this one thing will make my life better, more bearable. I’m always looking for another way to fix everything. And like this woman, I most often end up poorer and depleted.

It is usually that place of need that causes me to cease striving. I’m too tired and confused to keep searching for a solution. So, I do what this woman did. I become silent. I quit talking, even to God, and I throw my needs at his feet, too exhausted to form words.

That sounds unspiritual, but it is the most spiritual thing I can do. Jesus has been waiting for me to come to the end of myself, to see that he is the one more thing I’ve been seeking. And like this woman, I find when I am silent in his presence, my true needs are met.

Undone by Majesty and Mystery

Posted on: June 4th, 2012 by johannah 4 Comments

When I was a college freshman, I was a new Christian with almost no Bible knowledge. However, I was soaking things up as fast as I could by being involved in a campus ministry and regularly attending a great church. Because I was learning so much so quickly, I had a feeling of pride that I’d gotten this Christian life down and knew quite a bit about this God I was discovering.

Around this time, I was waiting for a friend in our dorm lobby. Looking for something to do, I picked up a pamphlet someone had left that contained chapters 38–42:6 of the Book of Job. It began with the Lord saying, “Where were you when I laid the earth’s foundation” and ended with Job saying, “Surely I spoke of things I did not understand, things too wonderful for me to know.” When I finished reading it, I was in tears. For the first time, I caught a glimpse of the awesomeness of God. And it undid me. In a way, I’ve never recovered from first reading those chapters. They profoundly changed the way I viewed God. Since then, I’ve continually been astounded by his majesty and intrigued by his mystery.

Alfred Tennyson called Job, “the greatest poem of ancient or modern times.” British author Thomas Carlyle viewed it as “one of the grandest things ever written with a pen.” All that is true, but most of all it contains the words of an awesome God.

Thinking about money…

Posted on: May 15th, 2012 by johannah No Comments

This is a frightening time in much of the world concerning our shared economies. Some of you may have lost a great deal of money from investment failures. Others of you may be facing a tighter budget due to rising fuel costs, which affects the price of just about everything. And we are all fearful of what may be coming next.

When my husband attended seminary, we were on an extremely tight budget. There were times we had no money for groceries. But always in those times, a neighbor shared some items from their garden, or someone sent us a little money, knowing things were tight. We ate a lot of oatmeal during those years, but we never went hungry. God always provided.

When my husband graduated from seminary, we had hopes that things would get easier, but we knew that wouldn’t happen right away since we were involved in a church plant. During those lean years, we put money into perspective. We found out exactly what we needed to live on and what was just fluff.

Money can either enhance your relationship with God or destroy it. My husband and I are thinking about these things again, because just when we got comfortable (three kids through college, two weddings paid for), things are a bit scary again. My husband is following a new calling to train pastors in third world countries. We are both absolutely confident of this call, but we panic a bit as he is raising the money to do this. However, there is something amazing about trusting God to provide.

You may be trusting him as much as we are. It’s not such a bad place to be.

Leaving the Doldrums

Posted on: May 1st, 2012 by johannah No Comments

The driest time in my life spiritually was when I had the fewest challenges. After years of working part-time and raising three children, I decided to “retire.” I had two children in college and only one at home in high school. I was tired and thought that having little to do would renew my spirits and make me feel like a new person.

Instead, I got stuck in the doldrums. The doldrums is the a part of the ocean near the equator where sailing ships of old often got stuck because there was so little wind. My ship was drifting on a windless sea, and I had no idea what to do to get it going again. Fortunately, God did and began blowing the winds that brought me to my current employment and new challenges.

Steve May, in a sermon on PreachingToday.com, gives the following four ways to beat the doldrums:

Getting Right (Repentance)
Feeling good about life begins with repentance.

Living Right (Obedience)
If you are willing and obedient, you will eat the best from the land (Isa. 1:19).

Staying Right (Perseverance)
Stay in the battle regardless of how tempted you may be to quit.

Thinking Right (Gratefulness)
Gratitude is the key to a rewarding life.

So if you are currently in the doldrums, consider those four points and begin to look for what winds are blowing and how God may want you to fill your sails and lead you to new destinations.

Joy in Easter Week

Posted on: April 3rd, 2012 by johannah No Comments

A cartoon that appeared in Leadership Journal shows a couple leaving church and shaking hands with the pastor. The man says to the pastor, “You’re in a rut, Reverend. Every time I come here, you preach about the Resurrection.”

We chuckle at that, but sometimes those of us who faithfully come to church more regularly than on Easter have a similar attitude. We want to have a devoted attitude. Instead we fall into, “Yeah, yeah, yeah. Jesus died on the cross and rose from the dead. I know all that.”

It’s tempting to turn the most fantastic event of human history into routine.

Each year, I find I need to slow down and reflect on the events of Easter week so that I can absorb its wonder. Sometimes just walking through those familiar events stirs my heart to remember all that Christ did for me.

Easter week begins with Palm Sunday, which celebrates Christ riding into Jerusalem in great triumph. On this day, all of those following Christ must have been elated. Kings rode horses into battle but rode donkeys at times of peace. The way the crowd responded to Jesus’ entrance that day was the response they would give to royalty. No wonder the Pharisees were nervous and wanted Jesus to rebuke his disciples. And no wonder Jesus said that the stones would cry out if they kept quiet.

The triumphal entry was Jesus’ chance to announce himself as king. He gladly accepted this exultation, knowing he deserved it, but also knowing what was coming a few days later. This day teaches us that crowds are fickle and only true disciples keep walking with Christ to the Cross.

Then on Passover, Jesus celebrated what has come to be known as the Last Supper. It was the last meal Jesus would eat before his death on the cross. In an incredible display of love, Jesus knelt down and washed the feet of his friends, giving them an example of the kind of behavior he expected of them. It’s also astonishing to think that when Jesus knew what he would suffer in a few short hours, he wanted to comfort and pamper his friends, rather than demand that he be comforted and pampered. Perhaps most amazing is that he washed the feet of the one he knew would betray him.

And, of course, Jesus instituted the amazing practice of Communion, saying the bread was his body given for them, asking them to remember him when they took it. Then taking the cup, he declared it to be the new covenant in his blood, poured out for them.

That night led to Jesus’ arrest and his eventual death on the cross. Martin Luther said we all carry the nails that crucified Christ around in our pockets. Mel Gibson also portrayed this thought in his movie, The Passion of the Christ. In the film, his hands are the ones nailing Jesus to the cross.

Until we feel our culpability in Jesus’ death, we will not understand the extent of our sin nature or the expanse of Christ’s forgiveness. We deserve to be the ones punished for our sins. Instead, the faultless one volunteered to take the punishment in our place.

This is the same person that the apostle Paul says in Philippians 2:9 will cause every knee to bow “in heaven and earth and under the earth.” The one who should have been worshiped as king instead died in humility and shame.

Fortunately for us, the story doesn’t end there. We are privileged to have firsthand accounts of his resurrection from the dead. Paul tells us that without Christ’s resurrection, our faith is useless. This is the best news of all. Death has lost its sting and has been swallowed up in victory. We should bring out the band, dance in the streets, and shout from the rooftops this good news. The reality of this hope should surpass a New York ticker tape parade.

Joseph Bayly in “Psalms of My Life,” which appeared in Christianity Today magazine, shares this excellent perspective on Easter:

Let’s celebrate Easter with the rite of laughter.
Christ died and rose and lives.
Laugh like a woman who holds her first baby.
Our enemy death will soon be destroyed.
Laugh like a man who finds he doesn’t have cancer, or he does but now there’s a cure.
Christ opened wide the door to heaven.
Laugh like children at Disneyland’s gates.
This world is owned by God, and he’ll return to rule.
Laugh like a man who walks away uninjured from a wreck in which his car was totaled.
Laugh as if all the people in the whole world were invited to a picnic and then invite them.

As you approach Easter weekend, ponder the story as if you’ve never heard it before. Or ponder it as if you’ve heard it 5,000 times—and it’s just beginning to sink in.

 

Grappling with the Fear of God

Posted on: March 26th, 2012 by johannah 2 Comments

Many of us struggle with reconciling that we are to fear God while knowing that love casts out fear. Scripture indicates that both are necessary. So how to we practice them simultaneously?

To help you understand this important concept, consider these aspects of the fear of God: respect, awe, desire to please, and fear of judgment. Think of a scenario that would demonstrate what each of these should look like. For example, to respect God may manifest itself in a desire to set up a family devotion time to instill a respect for his Word in our children. Or to fear his judgment may be to share Christ with a family member who doesn’t know him.

After you have thought of a different scenario for each aspect, try to come up with a working definition that explains what “the fear of the Lord” truly means and what it can do for your worship of God. As you do this, consider the following Scripture connections: